Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Wonder if he misses me


I've been missing him for months now. This "he" had been a part of my life, but I didn't recognize before. No. Not until we got seperated. I was such a stupid not appreciating him, treating him badly and anything.
I thought I could never lose him, since he loved me so much. But the day came when he gave up. I've been missing him since then. I realized I still care for him. I used to treat him bad, but I cared for him, and I still do.

Yesterday, I couldn't take it anymore, so I invited him to see a movie. Fortunately, he showed up. It's been almost 11 months since the last time we met..exactly 324 days yesterday. I was surprised to see him dressed up and good looking than before. We talked 'bout a lot of stuff, but not 'bout how we used to be. He's still nice to me after all I've done to him. I've missed him, I wonder if he did miss me too :(


"Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone,
how could I carry on.
Cuz, I've been missing you so much,
I have to say"
Thank you for reading.
Huggies,
Rhea.

Sunday, May 27, 2007

My Top 5 Fave songs ATM:

5. "Look After You" - The Fray

4. "Home" - Daughtry

3. "I'll Stand By You" - Carrie Underwood <<--- \m/

2. "Stolen" - Dashboard Confessional

1. "Pieces Don't Fit Anymore" - James Morrison

Friday, May 25, 2007

Year 5.

It's May 25. Five years ago, Aaron Yap, my online bestfriend, and I met.

So, this just comes to simple greet Aaron a happy anniversarry. Hope everything's gonna be fine on you.

Huggies.





Every now and then
We find a special friend
Who never lets us down
Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found
I know you can't stay
But part of you will never, ever go away
Your heart will stay

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way

I don't need eyes to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go
And I know that you'll be there
Forever more, a part of me
You're everywhere
I'll always care


And I'll be right behind your shoulder, watching you
I'll be standing by your side in all you do
And I won't ever leave
As long as you believe

You just believe

Wednesday, May 9, 2007

First Entry

I've been wanted to create my own blog, but I didn't have the confidence to start it. I've red a lot of blogs from my friends and others who I do not know, but still they couldn't influence me to start my own. Not because they don't do blogs nicely, but it's still because of the lacking of confidence. I thought posting entries 'bout how your life was in a particular day was a courageous deed, since you're posting it publicly.


Until I red Miss Julia Campbell's blog. She inspired me to start my own. Miss Julia was a Journalist/U.S. Peace Corps Volunteer to the Philippines that was killed here. Everybody said she was a great person. I got interested, so I searched for her blog. In her blog, there are a lot of nice stuff that happened to her. I loved the way how she stated those.


Miss Julia's death affects me. I've followed the investigation of the case through news on TV, prints and on the radio. I even sacrificed my fave FM station just to listen to AM stations and be updated on the case. All-day long during those days, I locked myself in my room to stay tuned in to AM stations. I even missed out watching my fave TV shows. I also wanted to join the investigation team, but that was impossible. I find it so strange, cuz I don't know her personally, I didn't even know that there was a such name Julia Campbell existing. Ofcourse, I prayed justice for her.


Miss Julia was first reported missing. 10 days later, a dead body was found, in decomposing stage, and was suspected to be hers. Examinations has been made and the result matched. The found dead body was Miss Julia's. Report said she was brutally killed. Her body was found in a shallow grave near a trail in Mt. Banaue Rice Terraces. Mt. Banaue is named as the Eighth Wonder Of the World. She went there to hike by herself alone.


It took several weeks for the killer to come out. He surrendered himself to the authorities and admitted the crime. He is now convicted to MURDER! Thank God. My prayers paid off.


In her blog, there are a lot of good memories she mentioned. All 'bout her stay here, her thoughts 'bout Filipinos and its culture and many more nice stuff. According to the people she was with, Miss Julia was a great and a lovely person. She helped a lot of people here, she did everything selflessly. They said Miss Julia is a big lost to them.


As I was reading her blog, I felt the warmth of her personality and how great person she was. She inspired me, so I'm dedicating my very first entry to her. I can't believe I have my own blog now. A big thanks to her. She didn't know how she touched lives, not only mine, but all those she was with. I wish she could read this :(


If I could exchange my life for someone who passed away, that would be Miss Julia Campbell. She deserves to live longer. She died at 40, and should have not died at a young age as that :(


It's exactly one month now since she passed away, hope she's happy wherever she is right now.


"It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right. Hope you had the time of your life".



I wanna thank as well, my dear bestfriend, Aaron Yap. Thank you for assisting me and welcoming me to the world of blog. Nope, it doesn't mean your blog didn't influence me, I just needed the confidence to start it and I found it on Julia.


Thank you for reading.


Huggies, Rhea.