My Stupid Mouth

It's a part of my interaction with my closest friends and with my coolest classmates to give jokes or something that is funny, to them. Not because I want to be funny or anything, but I think it's in-nature in me. I knew it, that not all jokes are funny, not all jokes that I throw away are amusing, that some people are sensitive. How come I've forgotten about that?

Last Friday, I didn't know that I offended my classmate's feeling, because of my silly joke. Sorry, guys, can't tell you about the joke, it's too personal, and must not be broadcasted. Anyway, I've just found out about it when one of our classmates told me. I was so disappointed to myself about it. I know my joke was a bit offensive, but..it's just, I never thought she's the kind of person who easily gets hurt. I have just met her this Semester, so. Anyway, I apologized to her, she didn't say anything about it, but it seemed she accepted it. I promised myself to watch my words next time. I'm so guilty about it. I really am :'(


"My stupid mouth has got me in trouble
I said too much again
Oh, another social casualty
Score one more for me
How could I forget
Mama said "think before speaking"
No filter in my head
I'm never speaking up again
It only hurts me
I'd rather be a mystery than she desert me
Oh, I'm never speaking up again
Starting now"

My Negative Side

Nothing much to say, but I'd like to post something. My negative side:

-I easily give up
-I lack self-confidence
-I have a low self-esteem
-I easily get intimidated
-I don't speak English fluently
-I don't clean my room regularly, I always pray at night, though :p
-I often say bad words
-I don't use "po" and "opo" to my parents. I use it though to other elder people.
**'po' and 'opo' are words use when responding to the elders as courtesy. It must always attach on our every response.
-I am insomaniac
-I always crack my knuckles
-I'm irreverent to my father
-I'm not in to open forums. I don't like talking about serious stuff.
-I hate being asked questions about my father, likewise on my school.
-I don't cook nicely
-I bite finger calluses. My calluses, of course! :p
-I litter
-I'm a jinx and a bum person
-I don't dress nicely
-I don't have a good penmanship
-I'm ill-tempered person. Hehe, just kidding! :p
-I don't go to church regularly
-I'm always late when meeting with somebody. Filipino time, that is :p
-I'm impatient
-I don't talk too much, not even much.
-I cheat at school during examinations. I mean, I 'used' to :p
-I don't do my house chores with all my hearts. That would result me to 'accidentally' break our stuff like chinas.
-I'm not a good adviser. I don't think I give advice either.
-I hate vegetables! I hate hearing the crispness of the veggies whenever you bite them. Eeeiiiw >_<
-I'm not trustworthy. Just kidding :p
-I eat and drink cold stuff whenever I have cough and cold
-I am a hoarder
-I'm not the outspoken type. Most often I keep issues about something to myself.
-I have a messy hair!



***Happy 33rd Birthday to the two-time Academy Award winner, Hilary Swank :)

The Result Is Here

Few weeks ago, I've mentioned about the medical examination that I have to pass, for our course department to allow me to take my Hotel Practicum and In-Service Training on October. And I just got the result. It says I'm physically fit and that they are allowing on the said training! :) Thank God. I thought there was going to be a bad result. I was so worried. I remember, the night before the exam, I couldn't sleep, I was so worried about it, about the result and about the doctors. Now I'm relief. I'm so happy for the result that I got, all the tests that I had were normal and that I'm negative of any diseases. Well, actually, I sacrificed for this exam. I didn't take salty foods or other salty condiments and soft drinks for a month. Salty condiments, like iodized salt and fish sauce are like my dish accompanies when I'm eating, along with iced cold Coke. Those are stuff that I couldn't resist of not having with whenever I'm having meals, but I sacrificed it. And, it paid off. Thanks. Now, I'm eating with those again :)

But somehow, still a part of me feels bad. How if there are some who got health problems? It would be a hindrance for them. How could they take their Hotel training and graduate in March, if the doctors found problems on their tests? :( Anyway, I wish there is none, or if ever there are, I'm praying for them. Now, for those who have bad health, please don't lose hope. It still can be cured. Hopefully before October. I'm praying for you :(


Say it's true, black and blue, I can share your situation
Been holding our emotions back, will only make us cry
If you go, I know, but you know, it ain't so serious anyway
When the clouds arise well live on..
Ocean drive
Don't know why you're so blue
Sun's gonna shine on everything you do
And the sky is so blue
Sun's gonna shine on everything you do

:(

Their focus was on the State Of the Nation Address (SONA) of GMA. Today is the court trial on Juan Duntugan, the primary suspect to the Julia Campbell case. I've been waiting for this day, but unfortunately, I didn't get any news about the hearing. The news were all about the SONA!

To Thelma.

I know we've been in rough times these days, but please don't ever give up. Everything's gonna be fine, just keep the faith.

I love you and takecare always. See you later at home.

Lifted.

Tomorrow, I will be undergoing a medical exam that is required by our course department. This would be my first time to undergo a whole body exam and I'm so scared, especially that Doctors are one of my worst fears, along with hospitals. I'm also scared of what would be the results, it could be a bad one. I know I'm not perfectly healthy, I'm still I'm hoping for a good result, though. Okay, here it would go, if I didn't write anymore about the result in few days, it means I had a bad result.

Bad result could lead us, the students, to not being allowed to take our on-the-job and in-service training in Hotels on October. So, fingers' crossed.


And, this is my favourite part of my today's entry. Earlier this morning, I had a "very good" comment from my teacher! I got it from our assignment which was to make a lesson plan. Out of 23 students, -well, yeah, not all of us have submitted the assignments - only me had a "very good" comment. Our teacher even recommended my lesson plan to my classmates. I was so overwhelmed. Before that, I was late to that class. Nope, it was not that I woke up late, but I as I mentioned on my previous posts, it was because of heavy traffic! I was 15 minutes late, and I should have been considered as absent, but, luckily, our teacher forgot to check the attendance, my classmates said. She didn't even notice me when I came in. Seemed it was my day today, well, at least in school. Couldn't wait to tell you guys about it :) I was so excited :)

Anyway, hope you guys are all doing fine. Hope that you're lucky enough this day and would be overwhelmed, too :)
Have a great and a wonderful day :)

It's undisturbable the peace we've found
In a bright blue space up above the clouds
Where everything is understandable
You don't have to say anything too loud
When our luck runs out again
Brought back down to solid ground
I wouldn't say I'm mad about the rain
But we'll get through it anyway
We'll get back to the stars again
Cause we could be lifted.




P.S. I'm dedicating my "very good" comment, firstly, to Miss Julia Campbell, then to my dear friends who are linked here.

It's The 9th Day Of The Month Once Again

Nothing much to say. I just wanted to acknowledge the 3rd death month-anniversary of Miss Julia Campbell. I can't believe I'm on my 2nd month of blogging now. I'm still thanking her. I know I don't write good, most often my entries are non-sense, not to mention how I construct my sentences. But I can say I'm enjoying doing those. I'm using blog as my outlet. Thanks also to those who patiently keep on reading my blog. As for Miss Julia, I know she's now enjoying her eternal life with the Big Guy up there. I'm still praying for her, though.

Anyway, I didn't wanna mention about this here, but I couldn't help it. It's exactly a year now since I've been single. Anyway, that's about it. I don't wanna mention more about it. All I can say is that I haven't really moved on, as I mentioned on my previous entry. You know who you are, I miss you so much :(

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me.




---P.S.---
If someone's grieving about a break up, there's a couple who just celebrated their, if I'm not mistaken, 2nd year anniversary as sweethearts, yesterday. My dear friends, Mike and Ira. I just wanna send them a shout out. Happy anniversary to you, guys. Hope you both are doing good and in good health. I'm wishing you all the best. I love you two :)

It Feels Great!

I could say that our group for my feasibility study is now doing good than the last time. Our communication is now going smooth. It proves it when we submitted our report last Tuesday. Our teacher liked it this time. No rejections. No derogatory words from her. We were so delighted with it.

Hope this good communication will last till the end of the Semester. Hope our bond will be tighter and tighter as we go through.



---MOURNING---
Well, my today's entry is unfortunately, not just about happy things. Yesterday, the vice-president and the son of the co-founder of our 78 year old school, Mr. Segundo Infantado Jr., died due to an illness. I forgot how it is being called, but it was because of his smoking habit. Our school is mourning for his lost. I could say this old man was very nice. I was able to have a little talk with him. This was years back, while I was waiting for my classmates. He saw me sitting on the bench seemed pissed. He approached to me and asked me what was the matter. I was so pissed then, because my classmates kept me waiting for almost two hours! Somehow with this old man's presence, I was entertained, even just for few minutes. He was really nice for a vice-president. He even asked me how my school was going. May he rest in peace.

Happy Birthday, Marit!:)

My linked friends know who Marit is, but for those who randomly found my Blog, Marit became the half of the former pop duo, M2M. Marit Elisabeth Larsen is a singer/songwriter from Norway, and has been my favourite artist ever!

This simple entry comes to greet our dearest Marit a happy, happy 24Th Birthday. Hope she's having a wonderful birthday. I wish her more success in life. Good luck to her on everything.

And, good luck to me on seeing her live here in the Philippines, hehe :)

P.S. You guys might wanna check how cool she is, you can do so. Visit: http://www.maritlarsen.com/

"I still know that I'm never gonna find you,

But I do believe that you're standing right behind

Will I ever get the answer to my questions.

Life will go on and on".

----ANOTHER BiRTHDAY----

What's with the month of July?! Michelle Branch, also one of my favourite artists, and does the same thing as our dearest Marit, celebrates her special day tomorrow. Michelle is the half of the country-pop duo, The Wreckers.

Seems talented people born in this month. I wish I was born in this month, too :)